I am to tempted to rant about what's currently stressing me out, like it's the end of the world. But then I remember how simplistic it is to think of it like so....I've got to find better coping mechanisms. There are so many other substantial wrongs in the world, left unfixed. And yet, here I am complaining about petty first world problems, ie. Not having a proper working printer and misplacing my memory stick with it including my resume and other documents at school. It's annoying, it's frustrating, but I feel it's just so selfish to stress about it. I should rather empathize with the rest of the world and it's injustices and then compare it to what petty things I'm facing at my own will, by my own miscalculation and stupidity - I wouldn't be half as stressed had I been more organized, more perceptive, more on top of things. There's no use in pointing the blame or excusing yourself constantly. It's my duty to pick up the fucking slack. People won't pick you up when you fall every time.

Word.

throwback: ERYKAH BADU - "BAG LADY"

throwback: ERYKAH BADU - "BAG LADY"

Ya'll know what today is?

Labor day ! Bored ez squeak squeak. Unsure if I have glee club today, for it is a public Holiday...(Downunder anyways),

"here' Here" for The one day of the year where this chorus rings truth...

Just Be

Ten mosquito bites later and here I am tweedle dee dumming my thumbs together wondering, pondering what I should do, wanting to be doing what I'd rather do.
I wonder if, in some parallel universe out there, the parallel 'me' struggles with the things I enjoy most and enjoys what I cbf.
Wondering this is useless I know, what I should focus on now is finding that kind of enjoyment in every aspect of my life. I have to beat it.
If you really think about it, there isn't any logical reason for me to not enjoy the hard yards, they are for my benefit after all. Should be motivation enough.
I believe I have everything before me, I've got to see it in the way that an outsider does, meaning remove myself personally instead of critiquing myself thus disabling myself from progressing foward and ahead in my life.
One must live like they believe, that is the one thing you should not depend on others to do for you.
Yesterday my dance teacher said : "Why focus on the things you're already good at, focus on your weaknesses too", I've taken these words on board, and am applying them not only to dancing, but to every other part of my life. Whether it be my singing, my school subjects, getting a job.
I am on the pursuit of happiness.
cliche, I know it..but what's wrong with cliche? It is nearer to the truth than falsehood.
Just do it, Just do it, just do it.

In other news:
I found this cute blog on tumblr: just-littlethings.tumblr.com

early winter / rant about highschool

It feels like an early winter for Melbourne, and so the song 'Early Winter' by Gwen Stefani keeps replaying its chorus in my head. I feel a cold awaits me as I sip my Dilmah extra strength tea w/ two sugars, I am quite the neurotic about that, with my coffee too, three sugars and one teaspoon of coffee. Mmmm deelish.

I thought I'd fill my break from study time with a post on this, because it's fun and nobody worth talking to is online right now. A bit sad that I don't really have anything substantial to put on this, nothing at the moment vexes me enough to rant on about it on this.Nothing that is other than to complain about how my school is so intent upon preserving an image of neat and meticulously generic uniform. They want us to look like robots, in the hope of creating a good reputation around the community that includes: Hoppers Crossing, Werribee, Tarneit, Point Cook etc.

But I think, what worth is a 'good uniform' when the students cannot do the subjects they want to do, the subjects that collaborate with the career paths they wish to pursue. It seems here that there are endless excuses as to why things cannot be, why students can't do these subjects, throwing responses like: "We can't change it," "it's not our fault," "you'll have to choose between these subjects, meaning you must drop either and pick up" and vice versa. What bullshit. Not that I was confronted with this issue personally, but for the unfortunate others. Quite frankly it isn't fair, especially in their final year of schooling which they preach and preach "Determines the rest of your lives". A contradiction? Definitely. It isn't even ironic, just ignorant and stupid.

*Sigh. I've had enough critiquing.

X

yeah. yeah. Yeah!

'The Holiday' was on TV last night. Ironic title I think, for there were flash floods that night. Funny day yesterday. One moment I was with my family at Coles grabbing our groceries when next, an ominous puddle of water consistently grew and grew before us, in a matter of minutes, sirens were sounding and we were rushing to the counter to pay for everything. We watched herds of people heading for the exits, the shopping center was under mass evacuation! I think the mayhem excited me a little, because it was bizarre and a contrast to my norm. When we finally got out of the shops and into the car we then had to face the congested traffic, all the cars waiting to get out, and the idiots trying to get in. It was exciting! There were so many roads literally filled with water, I felt as our car dashed through that we were in some kind of adventure movie, or some FWD commercial.

We were lucky though, the effects in our area were minimal. It continued to rain all night but nothing too threatening, just lightning, thunder, you know..

It would have been nice to be able to sit and escape in something like this.

(A couple screen shots from 'The Holiday') 

I missed you blogspot!

I'm back on this shit! Happyeth Returnseth to blogspottereth, too much alliteration of 'eth'?
Just intended to keep this post short and sweet, Valentines Day in a few sleeps...

Anyways, if you care to wonder where I've been lately I have been having a blogging affair with tumblr.
Click the cute bearsies for a peep.

Talk soon, that's cool gnarly.

Hurrah

How was everyone's day? Mine was pretty spiffy actually, Considering there was much I would of preferred to do. But it turned out all good. Double date with the couch + Fresh Prince of Bel air worked a treat. Not to mention Chicken Adobo was on the menu. This is exactly What I'd been waiting for all school year - A break and yess damnit I got one. PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE.

VA$HTIE

aka. Vashtie Kola, Downtown's Sweetheart or Violette.



peep her:
http://vashtie.com/
http://www.vashtie.com/blog/

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yay! I'd like to congratulate a very good friend of mine Luke Parker.
Who just so recently joined the bloggerworld on account of me exposing him.
Refer to the panel on the left and follow Parker everyone :)



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In other notes..



Is that what I think it is?
Marilyn Monroe Smoking a blunt -
Judge for yourself.


haha.

get the fuck off msn then if the people you talk to do your head in.
Nah..It's not that just certain people on there don't think, Take the initiative,
Like seriously, I'm so tired of explaining things to you in full detail because you're too dumb to get simple concepts.
It's common knowledge for chrissakes, Man, I blocked you on msn and somehow you became unblocked.
Guess I'm stuck with you then.


Hello ignoramus!
Sorry what was that?
Oh nothing..Excuse my French


Bye

It's you that's on my mind, It's you that I think about all the time,
Voluntarily yes I think about you, because you're so crazy-sexy-cool.
I'm so attracted to you. You could have it all, all you'd have to do is just ask.

What has become of the world? We're living in a time where I question the innocence of one's acquaintance with another, And its acceptable to assume dare I say it the worst of "suggestive" behavior because its become easily predictable, where you see pop icons selling sex indirectly to youth.. ah Yeah, Nothing's pure anymore. I'm thinking about this because, Yes I confess .. I wonder, for when the time comes that I have kids, What nursery rhymes will they come to know? what kind of fads will they go through? what kinds of new drugs and alcoholic substances will they have access to? It's no secret what adolescents (my peers) get up to these days..generally speaking. I guess I'm just saying this from where i stand, how I see things that go on around me. The way I see it "Cest La Vie" is the attitude, no biggie - it's Nothing. Since the fuck when? Somebody give me an explicit explanation. I'm phased.

Look here Miss Thang hate to salt your game but yous a money hungry woman and you need to change. In tha locker room all the homies do is laugh. High five's cuz anotha nigga played your ass. It was said you were sleeezy even easy sleepin around for what you need. See it's your thang and you can shake it how you wanna. Give it up free or make your money on the corner. But don't be bad and play the game get mad and change. Then you wonda why these muthafuckas call you names. Still lookin' for a way out and that's OK I can see you wanna stray there's a way out. Keep your mind on your money, enroll in school. And as the years pass by you can show them fools. But you aint tryin' to hear me cuz your stuck, you're headin' for the bathroom 'bout to get tossed up. Still lookin' for a rich man you dug a ditch, got your legs up tryin' to get rich. I love you like a sista but you need to switch and that's why they called U bitch, I betcha.

Note to self: Never answer a phone call from ****** *****

I won't stop, not just yet.

Stealing moments just to be with you, You're my bad habit.

I just say shit say shit say shit on this because it helps to bring my mind at ease, that this bullish is off my mind.

101

Quirky Observation 101; do you ever compare couples before and after they started 'going-out', 'seeing each other' or whatever? I mean did you ever notice after a while, the two begin to look alike. That's what I think anyway. Must be all the time they spend admiring the facial expressions of their partner that they start imitating them unintentionally.. which gives me the impression, that they begin to look alike, isn't that cute? This is only a small scale observational theory, I have no official evidence to back myself up. But yeah, if ever try it. Perve on the happy couples, lol or perve on yourself. I am very bored atm.