Teenage Drama Queen, Letting off steam haha

Just a couple of old blog entries i jacked off my myspace blog :)


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

breakout.
Why can i only come up with thoughts of hatred? where is my head at, i've lost it. i'm finding it so difficult to balance out my life....when so many others would find it so easy, but i'm difficult...i re-define complicated. i don't always say what's on my mind, i don't stand up for myself at times when i should. I seem to always find motive not to...and it eats at me. But i just take it, i just cope with it, why? cuz i'm just so f***ing used to it. There's just some people in this world who don't take the inititive to be kind, those who just take kindness and use it as weakness. People should appreciate more, am i being hypercritical? Nah, just one angry-stressed-exhausted-craving female with alot on her mind right now. i really wanna get outta here..course there's so many other ways i could resvole this, but shut up. i wanna get out of here. (THOUGHTS THOUGHTS THOUGHTS) that's all i'm gonna post right now.




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Monday, June 22, 2009

Peek-a-boo
Current mood: Dramarama's awake
Category: Blogging
Okay, so this is how i'm gonna deal with my tension. let it out, fucking release it into a kerfuffle of words, just so i can clear my head again, hopefully think straight again. I won't tell you the exact deal of what it is that is going on, because its just way to into my personal family life, and ya'll don't really need to know that. I just want not let out my anger in a way that is less than justifiable and highly likely to have occured, had i not decided on this option: blogging it out. So, the short version of what happened is mama triggered ms dramarama's poison into shaniz's brain and wtf bazzzzooooooka none of this shiii in it's entireity makes sense, what thaaaaaaaaa fuhhhhhhhhhhhh. In conclusion to the way i feel right now, uhmm...my concluding thought is this:

"Don't try to restrict me, it'll place temptation on me to rebel though i had no motive to rebel previously."

(fuhhh they see me in REV3RSE.)


think i might just go and have some private chill time now.


word.


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